She and Solitude

Life would be very boring within four walls for others but for her, it is a different story.

she might seem like a girl with empty soul for the outside world. but these four walls would tell a whole different tale to the world about her.

solitude has been her best friend since her childhood. when people around her gave up on her, it stood by her, in the hand of solitude she became a person with full of life. with solitude, she finds the purpose of life.

she started to feel her soul, she started to learn about herself, she has been transformed from soulless body to a full spirited soul that learned to enjoy even a little thing around it. everything amazes her. she started to perceive that the strong fragrance of morning coffee in her favourite mug waking her up in the morning along with the chirping sounds of birds which brighten her morning mood.

The lonesome helped her get rid of the void within herself. it helped her to rediscover herself and glued all her broken pieces into one strong soul again.

As the sun rays melt the snowdrop turns them into dew on the leaves, the solitude melts her hard rock heart into beautiful soul that help her to see deep into herself.

With all the tossing and turning in the sleepless night, alone within the four walls taught her how to love herself and completely accept herself.

It made her realize that being clumsy is okay, being broken down for a while is completely normal, making mistakes is absolutely fine, living for yourself is unapologetically correct. it also made her realize that she can only save herself from trauma, depression, anxiety. it taught her that self-realization can be achieved only through solitude.

It enlightened her that she cannot be perfect but that does not mean she was an incomplete soul, she would become complete when she accepts her imperfection and shine with it.

She began to enjoy herself, she did every little thing that brings happiness to her soul.she sang, she danced, she cooked her favourite food for herself, she enjoyed rain with self-made chai and hot spicy snacks at the window, she wore her favourite dress and went to a date with herself, she painted her walls with a bunny who got wings and playing with clouds, after all, there is no limit for imagination even the sky is no limit. her imperfectly perfect soul found the lost happiness. Her heart and mind learned to think beyond the sky.

Solitude taught her everything and four walls witnessed it.

solitude is not dark, it will lighten your soul to find the correct path.

-Keerthana(kiki).