TANIYA

Taniya, taniya where are you? her mother was searching for her. she was sitting in the terrace enjoying the view of the glowing moon. the night made her soul calm down yet she knew this was just a momentary. she didn’t want to leave the place, she deliberately wanted that peace to stay with her. In all her life loneliness had been her best friend soon she became the lover of solitude. In all her life she was made to believe that she was an erroneous one. after some time she left the terrace to had dinner.

Taniya where have you been for so long? I have been looking for you since 8 p.m. Her mother shouted at her. yet her thoughts were wandering about something else. she barely replied to her mom.all her dinner time was going by thinking. after dinner she went to her room, the moment she entered her room all her insecurities found its way back to her. she could not control herself and the tears were rolling down her cheeks like the rain pouring from anguish sky. all her childhood hurt and sufferings had started to play in her mind and she could not help herself but cry like a child.

was she unlucky or lucky?….

she was never a pampered child in her childhood, even her father had not treated her like a princess. her voice was stifled. she was badly bullied in her childhood by her relatives for her appearance, for her dusky skin colour, for the way she was. she was made to feel guilty for herself all the time. some did that as funny and some did that intentionally. those time she needed her parents badly, unfortunately, she had working parents. these fear made her isolate herself from the outside world. she constantly had those feelings within herself, that restricted her to speak with her family members and the most pathetic things was she couldn’t laugh without any fear. she kept herself away from everybody. she had very low self-esteem, she doubted herself constantly. though she feared the outside world, her dreams and her thoughts for herself got the ever strong wings that nobody could cut that down.

Deep down inside her, fear and self-doubt rooted very deep. all the time when she had remained silent in front of her dad, relatives and family they misunderstood that as her nature. but they had no idea of they have done to her.

Her soul confined to her room. she knew she had to break that thorns fence that she had built for herself. but she couldn’t do it. it was a battle between her soul that hide in the dark and the mind that wants her to witness the real happy world. the battle was won by the frightened soul all time.

As she grows up…

Her conscience constantly remained her that she had to break that rampart which was the results of her dread. but she was not ready to do that. she was not ready to cut the thread that has been tied her throat and denied her to speak for all this year. but when she was not allowed to pursue her dream when she told to them.then she had decided, that if she was going to be like she would end up being the same person forever till her last breath that would not help her to achieve her dream. this incident woke her ego up. she decided to stand for herself. she knew this was going to be tough. she was going to take a big step in her life since she had to start from scratch. Her dream for her life made her take a drastic step. she had to become a whole new person to reach her dream.

she went to sleep that night and the next day morning she got up early, made coffee for herself and she went to the terrace to see the sunrise. she had been to the terrace before too but this time she was going to see the shining ray of hope. as the sun rose high, her hope, her confident increased.

For the first time the soul that hides behind the moon enjoying the light of the sun.

she went down and slowly she started to spoke with everybody in the family. she started to smile without fear. Because she understood that all these years she had been feeling guilty for the mistake that had not been committed by her.though she tried to be happy, often her mind liked to go back to those pain-filled days. but she was not ready to give up. she tried very hard and fought very hard with feelings and eventually, her mind started to won over her painful soul.

Still, her soul had to find its way to become happy. she started learning different languages, she started learning keyboard, she developed a habit of reading books.through all this effect, she started to believe herself. the damages that her family made to her slowly began to cure.

she completely believed herself. her self-esteem increased to the way up.as time passed she finished her Bachelor Degree. she confidently looked herself in the mirror. she completely understood that beauty resides in confidence.

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All the hurdles, the peoples their intentional sarcasm all were same as before But TANIYA. she learned Haters gonna hate you for no reason.

As she moved every step higher there were hurdles in form of the society, relatives deliberately wanted to pull back her but they couldn’t do that as she placed herself very confidentially in the ground of self-believe.
with all these struggles Taniya learned one thing ” OPEN YOUR EARS TO YOUR SOUL AND MIND AND CLOSE YOUR EYES AND EARS TO THE NEGATIVITY”.Her soul got the life and found its way to see the world differently. For the first time her soul and mind united together.

TANIYA became what she wanted to become.

In all the situations, the person who is going to be with you is YOU.so never leave yourself alone, your soul alone. always be there for you.

I think taniya was lucky. For me lucky is , in difficult situations one has to understand the situation and act accordingly. according to me that presence of mind is luckiness.

Taniya was a fighter.